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One year Later

Well, its been almost a year of me being vacant from this wonderful site. And may I just say, I have sorely missed out on all the writing i could have been doing.

And it has been a crazy year at that. Life can really get away from you when you are not really paying all that much attention to other people and things bustling around you.

It absolutely boggles my mind on quickly life is going by, and how many new things I've done and/or experienced, and how many things I have wanted to do, but never did do. Like become a food critic! Or have my own website on food! Neither of these dreams from a year ago has happened.

In the last year, I have tried to make my own candy, and start a business with that.

I have tried to make my own homemade salves, creams, soap, etc, and have my own business doing that. Which never happened.

I even made out a detailed plan on starting/having my own restaurant..... That never happened either.

I have accomplished to move up in work, extremely so in the last three months.

I am no longer with the man (....er.... Let me correct myself. BOY) that I was with a year ago. Turns out, that one was bat sh*t crazy, to go along with all the rest of my ex's. You know the ones, ladies. Over obsessive, over emotional, addicted to video games, emotionally and mentally abusive when he didn't get his own way, lazy.... I could make this a list of things that were bothersome, or rude, or annoying, or just plain unacceptable in a relationship.

Now, I'm no perfectionist or prefect in relationships either, but DAMN at least I know I how to talk to the person I am in a relationship with.

I am now currently with the most amazing man I have ever been with. The sweetest, kindest, most caring and loving man. And I am lucky to say that he is actually man. And when I say man, age is not a factor in this. There could be a 30 year old male, that says he's man, and really turns out to be 14 year old stuck in that 30 year old body. This, luckily for me, is not the case at all. I have a 32 year old gentleman that I have fallen so hard for. This is the first time where this has felt like I fell straight on my face and broke my nose. Which is unreal for me. Only being 21 and all and not entirely sure if what I am feeling is real or just part of that thing called "puppy love".

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12 days until I turn 22. And for the year ever, I have NO IDEA what is going on for my birthday. I don't know whether to be excited, nervous. or try and feel absolutely nothing about it.... I think the third option would be best for now.

On one last note, I am also super duper excited for the new George Watsky tour happening this Fall. Just thought I should put that out there, if there are anymore Watsky fans out there on this site!

Have a wonderful night/morning/afternoon o everyone! And I hope this little recap hasn't bored anyone to sleep!


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Comments

MegL wrote on July 15, 2016, 2:46 AM

What a busy year. I am glad you have found a man you are happy with. I remember thinking at my 24th birthday that I was getting really old and must have talked a lot about it in work, because my colleagues sent me a letter saying Happy Birthday, now you are 24 and old, old, old! That was over 40 years ago and I am beginning to find out what "old" means. LOL

lookatdesktop wrote on July 16, 2016, 12:35 AM

Happy 22nd. And congratulations in finding a compatible partner for you to share your life with. Welcome back to Persona Paper.