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Hi gang,

I have to say I won't blame anyone of you who stops reading me. I've been very, very naughty and not read or written here for eons. The only reason I can give is that...I just haven't felt like it. I've been trying to write something for my Aussie Grandmother, but even that isn't going well. I need to snap out of it. But how?

I've been feeling really, really anxious ever since she went back to Australia in mid-November to visit her children and grandchildren. I don't know why I'm feeling this way now. I never have before. I've been trying to figure out why I'm suddenly feeling this way, but I honestly don't have a clue. She comes back next Monday, so hopefully I'll be over myself by then!

I love Christmas. I really do. But, at the same time, I feel sad. I know the reasons why, but there isn't anything I can do about it. Still, the holiday isn't about me. It's about all of us. That gives me some peace.

I've decided I don't want anything for Christmas this year. I have so much already. I have my birthday coming up in two weeks, so celebrating another year of life is enough present for me.

I'm still in shock over some news I received back in October. I'm working on dealing with my feelings about it.

I'm rambling, so I think I'll stop writing for now.

Have a great night everyone.

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CoralLevang wrote on December 8, 2015, 5:48 PM

I would love to be able to send you something for your birthday, if you let me. If so, go to my blog ( and look for the Thanksgiving article ... if you leave me a message with your email, I will contact you and we can go from there. It would be an honor to be allowed to share with you.

LeaPea2417 wrote on December 8, 2015, 7:22 PM

How long will your Grandmother be visiting in Australia?

Kidame wrote on December 8, 2015, 7:30 PM

Mmmh happy Birthday in advance

Dawnwriter wrote on December 9, 2015, 7:20 AM

You don't have to explain anything to us. we all have these moods or time when writing and interacting become impossible. I hope you feel better soon.

CalmGemini wrote on December 13, 2015, 6:12 AM

I hope you will feel better soon.An advance Happy Birthday to you.

grandma20121 wrote on December 13, 2015, 10:12 PM

Aww dont worry life gets in the way for everyone at point or another and we need to stop writing but at least your here now