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Soon Christmas will be here

So Its December, 20 days until Christmas and 2 more days until Saint Nicolae (i do not know if you celebrate this in your country but we do here). It is not good to say this but i always hated holidays. I hated them because i never had a real holidays with a happy family around me. Always sadness, fights and always before holidays. So i was a Grinch to say like that, i could not feel the holidays spirit in me not at all. Plus i hated to cry every time holidays where near. i saw happy families with their kids, buying Christmas trees, going to church, caroling but not me so that broke my heart in many pieces. I had 24 years with out any holiday's. So when i got married my husband looked at me and did not understand how come i am so cold during holidays. It toked some time to explain and he had the time to introduce to me step by them the spirit of the holidays, especially Christmas that he adores. Now we have the 5th Christmas together and all i can say that i just can wait. I hope next year we will have Christmas in our own house and that will be great.

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crowntower wrote on December 4, 2015, 8:02 AM

That isso cool to know.... Now you have a family of your own to celebrate holidays. Christmas is the day Christ was born to save us from eternal death through that cross....and every wounds he had that day means freedom in every situation that we have... It free us from death and sins, it took away our rejection and sickness.... It shows us that we are not alone that he is there us our family... If only we believe in him. God bless.

geny211 wrote on December 4, 2015, 8:48 AM

I believe in Him and i know i am never alone but during this 24 years (in the past) i did not believed in me and in my power to go over that situation. Now i am ready to move on and regain the trust in me

wolfgirl569 wrote on December 4, 2015, 9:26 AM

Glad you have come to enjoy the holidays. Sorry you had such bad ones

geny211 wrote on December 4, 2015, 9:35 AM

Yes i am happy to, i am happy that i found some one that believes in me and support me. Yesterday he got me a Christmas tree. :D

DWDavisRSL wrote on December 4, 2015, 8:22 PM

I am so happy for you that your husband was able to bring to life the holiday spirit within you with patience and love.