Soon Christmas will be here
So Its December, 20 days until Christmas and 2 more days until Saint Nicolae (i do not know if you celebrate this in your country but we do here). It is not good to say this but i always hated holidays. I hated them because i never had a real holidays with a happy family around me. Always sadness, fights and always before holidays. So i was a Grinch to say like that, i could not feel the holidays spirit in me not at all. Plus i hated to cry every time holidays where near. i saw happy families with their kids, buying Christmas trees, going to church, caroling but not me so that broke my heart in many pieces. I had 24 years with out any holiday's. So when i got married my husband looked at me and did not understand how come i am so cold during holidays. It toked some time to explain and he had the time to introduce to me step by them the spirit of the holidays, especially Christmas that he adores. Now we have the 5th Christmas together and all i can say that i just can wait. I hope next year we will have Christmas in our own house and that will be great.
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