I often don't understand the way that I think. My wife and I have been married for nearly 5 1/2 years. We were together for nearly 14 years. We recently moved and one day this past week I happened to stumble upon a box of old photos, one album of which was hers. I saw some class photos in there from guys, one of which stated "To a girl I love a lot" and then mentioning that he'll always have a place in his heart for her. I know this doesn't mean anything now and I know she was with other guys before me. I know the past is the past, but lately this is something that I can't seem to move past. I know she loves only me. I don't know what I'd do without her. Just picturing her or seeing pictures of her with someone else is hard to swallow. Sometimes I don't know how I got so lucky for our lives to cross paths with one another, but I'm so glad it did happen. I don't understand why this recent incident just triggered so many insecurities and negative way of thinking. Sometimes I think it's because she had so much more going for her in school than I did. I was voted "Most Shyest" in school. I suffered from social anxiety then, which wasn't recognized so much. If I could go back, I would change a lot. My only regret is not meeting my wife much sooner, but I'm not sure things would have turned out the way they did if we had. The alternative is just unthinkable.