I'm kerboggled!

So, I'm just ordered our wedding guestbook. Yay! Right? But, I hesitated and I don't know why and I don't know how I feel about it. I'm..Lemme take a couple steps back and fill you in on what's going on right now.

Very recently, I signed the paperwork solidifying our wedding venue in May of next year. I mentioned to the owner that we'd love to take engagement photos out there since it's so lovely. And, I really want some similar shots between wedding and engagement shoots; I think they're cute. Anywho, she was absolutely okay with it. I've got a friend that's dying to take our photos so that's all set and done. So I've just got to pick a day that works for everyone, pretty normal level of chaos; nothing out of the ordinary here.

For our engagement photos, I wanted to use a specific prop, a wooden monogram, that would also later double as our guestbook. I got this idea from Pintrest that led me to this Etsy page. Since I'd really like our engagement photos done in June, I kinda need to order this thing ASAP. I've been putting it off for some unknown reason but I just made myself go through with it and it made me nervous. I'm still shaking a little bit. I don't know why it's got me all shook up and the fact that I don't know why I feel a certain way makes me more irked. The only word I could find to describe how I felt to Will was "kerboggled" and it's pretty fitting for some reason. Maybe it's just because this wedding thing is becoming more and more real.

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