Dream of a girl I once knew
It all happened on Saturday morning when I got back from a dance club and fell asleep. It was somewhere after 5 AM not really sure and it doesn't even matter. What matters is that after the night of partying, boozing and "playing" or flirting there was so much to think about my love life and life in general that it was no surprise the very same thoughts followed me to my dreamland.
All I really remember is that in my dream I met the girl I used to go out with some time ago. We hugged firmly and talked and I expressed my feelings toward her since I haven't met her in a while. We decided we have to see each other soon. A pleasant but somehow sad dream which after I woke up and realized it was all just a dream made me think a lot about my life, my goals and myself of course. The girl I dreamed of was/is attractive and a good girl but maybe too different from myself so I never really tried to seduce her and we were never really a couple. Still there was something between us otherwise I wouldn't have thought or dreamed of her in such a lovely way.
Why she and not some other woman or a girlfriend from the past? Before this dream I just happen to meet her a week or two ago the city. My friend was doing some business in the health insurance company I I was just waiting for him. And there she was more mature and even more beautiful than I remember. I saw her on my way out and she was accompanied with a fellow who was probably her boyfriend.
I didn't say hi to her, I just smiled and walked by. Why? Well after we were still going out from time to time I wrote her a funny message where I joked about striptease among other things and she responded that we really shouldn't be meeting anymore since her new boyfriend wouldn't be happy about it. I was a bit shocked and angry at her. Did she make it up or did she really have a boyfriend back then? I don't know and it doesn't even matter anymore. I had my chance and I just couldn't find the way to her heart. I'm not even sure if it would work out between us.
All together a pleasant but melancholic dream that motivated me and made me work harder to achieve my life goals. Leave past and what ifs behind and just move on with a determination and a smile on your face.
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