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Feeling Anxious and Depressed

Waking up this morning feeling anxious and depressed is one big deal.

I can't believe it they are doing this thing without telling us that it needs to do something for that moment!

Is there something wrong telling it to us ahead of time?

With all the writers looking for a better writing community to write and earn a decent one seems hard to find.

I'm not feeling good it's just what I feel is that every writing site is like to get what they want and leave us alone after everything we've than for them.

They say writing is like a therapy, for me, it's not, it's something that I can rely on that whatever I have in mind and write in virtually or in real life no one will ever take it away from me. Writing is life. It embraces everything in you because you are you when you write nobody else will know better than you!

I don't want to remember anything about that site that I trusted and gave my everyALL I've worked with. It still hurts but I/we really have to move on!

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luisga814 wrote on December 28, 2014, 1:57 AM

I am a little bit depressed because I've sent a text message to my library assistant about what she did not achieve yesterday while I was not around because yesterday was my day-off. Actually, I am not that depressed of what she did not achieve. I am depressed of what she answered to me.

iWrite. wrote on December 28, 2014, 3:07 AM

yes, sometimes answering you back can be of negative or positive effect! life!

luisga814 wrote on December 28, 2014, 3:53 AM

Yes iWrite I am depressed for what she says. I am thinking now that I cannot longer work with her. But I have to understand her capabilities of not working that much.

scheng1 wrote on December 28, 2014, 8:47 AM

Perhaps you can publish the whole incident so that we have a clearer picture.

iWrite. wrote on December 28, 2014, 9:18 PM

well, it's in every blogging site and fb... i just like to forget that site but still they owed me 550 dollars... sigh...

scheng1 wrote on December 28, 2014, 10:10 PM

They owe me more than that. Fortunately I joined much earlier so I have a few thousand dollars of payment before they run into financial problem.

iWrite. wrote on December 29, 2014, 3:12 AM

that's really hurt! I was in that site august of last year but i didn't write until june of this year and then kaput!

maxeen wrote on December 29, 2014, 10:33 AM

I am sad for you ,I always earnt less on purpose as I wouldn't do more until the cash was in my paypal. They owe me $50+ .
At least you know you are not alone ,cheer up and earn by writing about them...

iWrite. wrote on December 30, 2014, 7:06 PM

they owe me $550 and that's a lot... sigh...

iWrite. wrote on December 30, 2014, 7:09 PM

yes Sreekala, we are helpless because they can do anything about i,t even not paying or not emailing you for many months of even years. too bad..

maxeen wrote on December 30, 2014, 7:10 PM

So Sorry for that ! it is a hefty amount to lose..Cheer up and write more to make up for it..

cheri wrote on February 24, 2015, 7:54 PM

I do also feel that moment in my life. It is really such a heavy feeling and it becomes worse when you do not have anyone to share the feelings with. For me, writing helps me in a way. Writing those sentiments help me feel better without being judged nor rejected.