I'm not playing hookey...
I'm not playing hookey from work, well, not intentionally at least. I did call them to let them know I wouldn't be in today. It's not even that I'm sick, though I am feeling a bit queasy (probably from stress and anxiety, sigh). I didn't have enough gas to get to work!
I get paid this Friday at least through direct deposit (fingers crossed that there will be no issues) so I know I will stop being anxious then, and I asked my mom if she could give me some gas money to last me a few more days. I hate asking people for money, but I really do need to be able to get to work this week. It's stressful enough that I didn't have a flow of income for the past few weeks, and I don't want to screw up this new job.
Oh well. I'm trying to make the most of today and be as productive as I can. I'm at my school library studying for my history midterm in a few weeks, and trying to earn a little extra money. Besides this site, which I'm just barely getting into, I use Bubblews, the Perk app on my phone, Blogjob, and I'm trying out Postloop. I won't get the money instantly but I feel somewhat productive at least.
I'm trying not to get so stressed out that I end up crying in the library. Sometimes I feel so alone. I know it could be worse, and I have been through much worse financial stress, but it still stinks.
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