A bit of Rant
Yea.. I haven't been posting for a while.. I got hired for a job and I've been busy with it, so I haven't been able to write since I'm really poofed after each day.
Anyways, I'm just really a bit down right now.. My laptop broke down... I need a replacement soon but yea.. I've been using our old desktop computer, the ones my hubby and 2 kids use to complete my work. I work at home, so our finances are dependent on a computer, internet connection and electricity as most work at home peeps know.
So yea.. anyways, to help lighten the load, we've been borrowing my sis-in-laws old laptop.. it's old and slow but it helps.. yea.. yesterday, her nephew was asking for the laptop and my son was using it.. so I said, for a while.. but he was insistent that he gets the laptop... I was so pissed.. and then my sis-in-law was sorta saying to get the laptop quickly to the nephew because it was only my son who was using it..
In my mind... how unfair can you be? Is there a difference between you being an aunt to that boy, and to my son? And it's not as if, he was gonna do something important with it.. he was just gonna play, so why not give my son enough time to finish what he was doing???
I was really pissed and I wanted to rant and get mad, shout allover the place and well.. yeah...it's hard... but I realize that its not worth it.. that I should just calm myself and there's nothing I can do... the laptop isn't mine.. we just borrowed it and well, it's her prerogative who she wants to use the gadget.
I'm a bit challenged by this, now more than ever I am adamant and determined to buy our own stuff/gadgets.. it will take a bit more sacrifice on my part but I think the accomplishment I will feel will be well worth it.
Well.. yea so there goes my rant...